I love you, ahma

Cremated ahma’s body this morning. Overwhelming of sadness in all of us, every single one. Cried louder& louder as we shouted for ahma.

Idk how to describe my feelings right now. I need to 发泄 not bcos I’m angry, but very sad. I can only cry. The one who used to hide chilli under Beehoon just to disturb me. The one who always wake me up to go exercise with her when I’m staying over. The one who always praise me even thou mommy badmouth me. I will show you my bfs everytime, but I didn’t get the chance to show you this time. I want to let you know that I’m going on fine, you never need to worry about me. I’ll not be naughty anymore, I promise.

I really love you, miss you alot.